26th July 2008 - Saturday@2223hrs

Since you're gone
There is an empty space
Since you're gone
The world is not the same

I go back to the place we've been
It feels like you're still there
I live all those moments again
Wishing you were here

Since you're gone
There is a lonely heart
Since you're gone
Nothing is like it was

There are memories all over the place
Bringing it back all so clear
I remember all of those days
Wishing you were here

Since you're gone
There is a heart that bleeds
Since you're gone
I'm not the man I used to be

I follow your steps wherever I go
The traces disappears
We know what we've lost when it's gone
I'm wishing you were here

13th July 2008 - Sunday@2157hrs

Sleepless, dreamless, hopeless nights
I wish for you to come
To fill my eyes with tears of joy and happiness
And take away this glum

I wish for you to put your hands around me
And make me cozy and warm
And fill my stomach with butterflies and bees
That's so gently swarm

I wish for you to bring me joy
When everything seems so bad
And take me out of this unhappy mood
That makes me feel so sad

I wish for you to give me back the memories
That brighten up my heart
And let us share more of them
Because I do no understand
Why we ever did part

I wish for everything to be as it was
Having soft sleeps filled with dreams and hope tonight
So that for every coming day there is shine of light

Does it have to be like this?
For I'm not back in your arms
My dreams still torn
My heart still empty
My life with no happiness
My day with no future without you

5th July 2008 - Saturday@0008hrs

During the day
And late at night
The one thing that never leaves my mind
Is the thought of you
In my arms
Holding you tight
And never letting go

But if something happened
And I could hold you no more
I would surely fall
And cease to exist

For you are the greatest thing that ever happened to me
And knowing that you loved another
Crushes my heart with remorse

For I loved you with all of my heart
And now that I know the truth

I have fallen...