12th November 2009 - Thursday@0955hrs

There are people who say what you wanna hear
Even on a rainy day they'll tell you the sky is clear
When you really love someone,
Am I right when I say that you want them near
But can't even tell them the things that they wanna hear?

And there are people that say what they really mean
They say they'll always be there
They say they'll always care
But just when I think that I can trust that someone I love
Tell me why or do you know how stars can fall from above?

You are not hurting yourself
You're only hurting me
Why would you say things that you really didn't mean
How can I make you see just what you did to me

You've said how much you really cared
Just when I thought I was in love, how could you?
If I were you I could not have the thoughts even once
To the face of the one that I love so much

Always forever
All the things you've said
Never say never
Those simple things that you've said
I will never leave you
All the love I thought you've had
You've told me we'd see forever
That's what you've said...

23rd October 2009 - Friday@2342hrs

6th October 2009 - Tuesday@1539hrs

6th October 2009 - Tuesday@0115hrs

I lie awake and die
I try but can't deny
That I can't make it without you
I can't forget the day
I let you slip away
And I'm still dreaming about you
Can a heart forgive?

I walk the streets at night
See lovers passing by
And it's all a reminder
Of what it used to be
When you were here with me
I only wish I could find you
Did you disappear?
Because I'm waiting right here for you

I close my eyes I see your face and realise
But in front of me I had it all but I set you free

The next time you see my girl
Won't you say that
I would die to hold her
Won't you tell her
That I'm sorry and I love her
The next time you see my girl

9th Septmeber 2009 - Wednesday@2258hrs

I can't sleep
Everything I ever knew
Was a lie without you

I can't breathe
When my heart was broke in two
There's no beat without you

You're not gone but you're not here
At least that's the way it seems tonight
If we can try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right

How can I leave
When everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for, it's in you

I can't dream
Sleepless nights have got me bad
The only dream I ever had is being with you

I know that we can make it right
It's gonna take a little time
Let's give ourselves with a way out
But let's not cross that line

Remember that I made a vow
That I would never let you go
I meant it and I mean it now

26th August 2009 - Wednesday@1309hrs

Sitting here
Birthday came and gone
With presents
and a happy birthday song

I knew it'd be this way
It's your birthday and yet
Nothing else to say
But I could never forget

Did you make any wish?
I wish you did
Even if there's no cake or candles
I hope you made your wish splendid

So I'll keep going
Moving ahead
Maybe next year, it'll be better
Maybe next year, I'll be there

"Happy 24th Birthday to you..."

22nd June 2009 - Monday@2159hrs

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there's actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few awkward lines

Since I've met you, my whole life has changed
It's not just my belongings that you've rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you've brought me back
And I haven't felt like this since before my friends told me to relax

And while I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is don't write me off just yet

For days I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
But you've given me a reason to take another chance
I need you despite the fact that you've killed all my plants

And though I know I've already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off.... just yet

11th April 2009 - Saturday@2229hrs

You've let me in your house
If I come knocking late at night
You've let me in to your thoughts
If the words I've said were right
If I've paid more attention
You've let me in deep inside
But there's a world still hides
You've let me drove you in my car
To go cruising around
You've let me into the part of your life
You've let me into your heart
That have brought me down

I've got a million miles
How far will I get
To the place where I can't remember
And I can't forget

You've lead me down a path
There's tenderness in the air
You've let me come just far enough
So I'll know you are there
Then you've looked at me and smile
And your eyes said
You've got a world
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away

8th February 2009 - Sunday@0008hrs

I can think of days when living for our life
Was everything anyone could want to do
Though I could never see tomorrow
But I was never told about the sorrow

I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
Though we could never see tomorrow
No one said a word about sorrow

How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
How can you mend a broken heart?
How can a loser ever win?

What makes the world go round?
How can you save this fallen soul?
Please save me and let me live again...

2nd February 2009 - Monday@2205hrs

I would like to visit you for awhile
Getaway and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit in your living room, on the couch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you pretend that you've forgiven me

Summer time in the city
Always such relief from the freezing rain
The rain was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda, don't stop
Keep that chin up, you'll be alright
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?

I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it everyday

So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh,what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise myself
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We've keep running away
But what I wouldn't give in exchange to see your face again