28th December 2008 - Sunday@2116hrs

There's so much craziness, surrounding me
There's so much going on, it get's hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I'm not sure, of my priorities
When I've lost sight of, where I'm meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
When I can't find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for me

And everybody's talking in words I don't understand
You've got to be the only one who knows just who I am
You're shinning in the distance, I hope I can make it through
Because the only place I want to be is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more I have to learn
But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can run
You make it real for me

I'm running to you
Cause you are the only who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

11th October 2008 - Saturday@2338hrs

When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye

And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't have before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away

Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings
To see me over everything that life may send me
when I am hoping it won't pass me by

And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let go
And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that I hope will never leave
And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me
There you are to show me
And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know

When I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

28th September 2008 - Sunday@0054hrs

The moon had cast it's heavenly glow outside my window pane
It's luminary essence pulled me closer and closer
I looked up into the night sky and saw the stars smiling
Realizing they were trying to tell me something, I pressed my back upon
The cool green grass and listened

The earth was sleeping but I was awake
I couldn't sleep, all I could do was think of you
I knew you existed somewhere within my soul
Because my heart longed to be with you
How I longed for the warmth of your hand upon mine
Or the gentle way I held you in my arms
The wind whispered your name in my ears and tears rolled down my face
I pictured us dancing - my hands in yours, yours in mine

An angel's voice echoed from the heaven as we danced just you and I
Your eyes, an ocean of blue and green, gazing into mine
It was as if you were truly there, in my arms
No longer a figment of untamed thoughts
I could feel your presences

How I hated letting go of this blissful longing but I had to
For the candle-lit night slowly began to flicker into the morn
It was only for a moment and you had escaped my mind
For the warmth of the rising sun embraced my being
Like you tenderly did before

12th September 2008 - Friday@2320hrs

The sun is setting on a lonely day
The colours are splitting, the perfect way
You are strolling home as you see this too
And I watch from a window thinking of you

From this day in, I'll look forever
That magical sunset, our memories together
To help me through when me life gets tough
And when I feel that I've had enough

The sun you see, makes me think of you
The miracle of it, the wonder too
I see you both everyday as you know
To stop seeing either, I have to say, no

The bright colours shine from within my heart
The colours of a sunset, a special part
Of a day in my life I wish you could see
Just what it's like, just to be me

26th August 2008 - Tuesday@2308hrs

I'm wish you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun
Surprises, love and happiness
And when your birthday's done
I hope you feel deep in your heart
As your birthdays come and go
How very much you mean to me
More than you can know

Happy Birthday to you...

22nd August 2008 - Friday@1239hrs

I looked at the stars
As they filled the heavens
Sparkling, twinkling myriad colours
Breathtakingly beautiful against velvet black
Gods creation, a miracle of wonder
So tiny
So vast
Filling every corner of the universe
Angel splashes in the night

And then I thought of you
You fill my heavens
Sparkling a million colours
Breathtakingly beautiful
You, God creation
Filling every corner of my life
Chasing away the blackness with your music
And love
Filling my soul with every colour of the universe

And then I looked again
The sky
Once so radiant
Filled with twinkling gems
Now empty
In comparison to you
You, more breathtaking than heavenly glow
Chasing away the myriad stars
With your light

If I had a million tomorrows
There would not be enough time
To tell you
How much I miss you
The beauty and wondrous you...

1st August 2008 - Friday@2337hrs

Purity once had a name
And beauty once had a face
Life once had a meaning
And once everything seems so safe
Once there was freedom
And once I could laugh
Happiness was once alive
And once I had another half
Once I shared your love
Once I was by your side
Once I felt I fitted
So quickly that it died
Your grace so great
Your beauty so vast
All I ever wanted
Was for it to last
Fate maybe had another plan
Or maybe you had another love
But it all fell apart
The hand too big for the glove
Now it all died away
Happiness, joy, love, memories
Now I walk alone in the dark, dark world
With no light to guide my way

26th July 2008 - Saturday@2223hrs

Since you're gone
There is an empty space
Since you're gone
The world is not the same

I go back to the place we've been
It feels like you're still there
I live all those moments again
Wishing you were here

Since you're gone
There is a lonely heart
Since you're gone
Nothing is like it was

There are memories all over the place
Bringing it back all so clear
I remember all of those days
Wishing you were here

Since you're gone
There is a heart that bleeds
Since you're gone
I'm not the man I used to be

I follow your steps wherever I go
The traces disappears
We know what we've lost when it's gone
I'm wishing you were here

13th July 2008 - Sunday@2157hrs

Sleepless, dreamless, hopeless nights
I wish for you to come
To fill my eyes with tears of joy and happiness
And take away this glum

I wish for you to put your hands around me
And make me cozy and warm
And fill my stomach with butterflies and bees
That's so gently swarm

I wish for you to bring me joy
When everything seems so bad
And take me out of this unhappy mood
That makes me feel so sad

I wish for you to give me back the memories
That brighten up my heart
And let us share more of them
Because I do no understand
Why we ever did part

I wish for everything to be as it was
Having soft sleeps filled with dreams and hope tonight
So that for every coming day there is shine of light

Does it have to be like this?
For I'm not back in your arms
My dreams still torn
My heart still empty
My life with no happiness
My day with no future without you

5th July 2008 - Saturday@0008hrs

During the day
And late at night
The one thing that never leaves my mind
Is the thought of you
In my arms
Holding you tight
And never letting go

But if something happened
And I could hold you no more
I would surely fall
And cease to exist

For you are the greatest thing that ever happened to me
And knowing that you loved another
Crushes my heart with remorse

For I loved you with all of my heart
And now that I know the truth

I have fallen...

30th June 2008 - Monday@2151hrs

I can't comprehend just how must have felt
For the loss of someone you love
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
As you're looking for strength from above

I hope from my heart that your pain will decrease
That your spirit will gain strength again
And I pray that your faith will create inner peace
And that heaven will send blessings

Until then if you need me to lighten your load
I'm waiting to come to your aid
Just call on me and I'll walk down that road
Until the dark times start to fade

I'm sorry to hear the passing of your grandfather. Be strong and take good care of yourself ok...

28th June 2008 - Saturday@0002hrs

Feels like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
A knight without a sword
A sky without the sun
A ship beneath the waves
A child who lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
A breath without the air
Everyday seems to be the same, since you've gone away...

I'm still looking for a reason to wake up in the morning
As you used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There's no words that could describe
How much I miss those days

Often people said that a man can lose his mind living in the pain
Recalling the times gone by
After these time
I'm crying in the rain and on my knees again

22th June 2008 - Sunday@2315hrs

20th June 2008 - Friday@2144hrs

I was thinking about you today
And I do that a lot it seems
You are always in my heart by day
At night you drift into my dreams

I can't shake these feelings for you
But then I'd never had a desire to
The blessing of our love and companionship
Is something I want you share with you

I want to feel you close to me
When you are so far away
I hope you feel me in your heart
As you travel your path today

Footprints in the sands of time
Walking closer towards each other
Holding hands and sharing love
Which will not be meant for another

These are some of the memories
That come with the thoughts of you
These feelings are from my very heart
And something I hold true

15th June 2008 - Sunday@0008hrs

Sitting here remembering when
I saw the beauty rush out like a might wind
I never saw it before or bothered to notice
But now I see it and on it I am focused
The gentleness of your voice
The way you make me feel
When I see your lovely smile
They way you laugh and care for others
Even go beyond the extra mile
I am focused on that
Whether you believe me or not
My heart aches for you
And my stomach is in knots
Now I had to declare
The thoughts of my heart
In hopes that you'd hear me

14th June 2008 - Saturday@0016hrs

11th June 2008 - Wednesday@2306hrs

My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness
It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth
Yet finds no direction

My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness
It yearns to find warmth and happiness
Yet it somehow eludes me

My eyes seek out visions in times of want
They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them
Yet they cannot see the light

My ears listen earnestly in times of silence
They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console
Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me

My arms reach out frantically in times of despair
They seek strength and compassion to enfold me
Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap

My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude
It poses intense questions that demands answers
Yet there are none to be found

My hand tried reaching out earnestly in times of confusion
It tries to dial the number of a familiar and calming voice
Hoping that my lifeline to sanity remains intact

8th June 2008 - Sunday@2316hrs

8th June 2008 - Sunday@0049hrs

If I could turn and walk away
And start all over again
I can forget I ever knew you
I could live in a world of pretend

But every time I open my eyes
It's back to reality
Things I've tried to forget
Are back again with me

I could go through life
Never saying your name
I could live each day
Looking for a place to lay the blame

I could feel bitter
For the way things turned out
But I choose not to be
That's not what I'm about

I could forever long for you
And this I'll probably do
If only I could've touched your hand
At least one dream would've come true

I could say I hate you
But it would be a lie
I could wish I'd never met you
So I'd never had to say goodbye

But no matter the tears
The aches I felt inside
I still can't regret knowing you
My feelings I've never denied

I chose to remember you
The way you were with me
Things you said and felt
I hold in loving memory

Even though it was a heartache
Only waiting to begin
What I experienced with you
Was the best place I've ever been

4th June 2008 - Wednesday@2257hrs

If only I could've met you
All those years ago
If I could've loved you
With all my heart and soul

If I could've had the chance
To be the love of your life
If I could've been your only dream
And add some spice in your life

I could've been your Romeo
You would've been my Juliet
We could've written a love story
From the very moment we met

It would have been a story of love
That was genuine and pure
A love story that could melt hearts
This I know for sure

These dreams are now shattered
Our paths crossed too early, too late in life
The choices we'd make today
Would bring to much pain and strife

But I always want you to know
You'll always live in my dreams
You captured a piece of my heart
And truly made it sing

I love you still today
More than words can say
You truly touched my heart
In an unbelievable way

Now our chance of happiness is over
We know it can never be
But you'll always live in my heart
And remain close to me

30th May 2008 - Friday@2142hrs

When I think about what we used to be
I cursed and cursed in spite of me
It just seems crazy that was just yesteryear
I barely felt any fear

Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow there'll be no more sorrow
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance

Maybe tomorrow I'll give you a call
Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all
Maybe tomorrow I'll hug you tight
Maybe tomorrow I'll kiss you good night

Maybe tomorrow we'll be in each other's heart
Maybe tomorrow we'll have a brand new start
I might be living with dreams that won't come true
For I will always love you

29th May 2008 - Thursday@2148hrs

I've cried a tear but you've wiped it dry
I was confused but you've cleared my mind
I've sold my soul but you've bought it back for me
And made me feel alive
You've held me up and gave me dignity
You've gave me strength to stand and face the world out on my own again
You've put me up high upon a pedestal so high that I could almost see eternity
You've held my hand when I was cold
When I was lost, you've took me home
When I was at the end, you've turned my life back around again.

21st May 2008 - Wednesday@0912hrs

20th May 2008 - Tuesday@2104hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you had your dinner? What did you had?
Well, I hope it was something appetizing and to your appetite...
How was your day been? Was there a lot of work you need to handle today?
I hope you have finished all of your work or at least, have a checkpoint on it for you to continue when you get back from the trip...
That way you can fully enjoy the whole event without any worries while you are there...
How's your packing coming? Will you be bringing your laptop along?
Remember to bring along some medications just in case you it need along the way...
And you have a sensitive stomach and low blood pressure...
So, do pack something to munch as well so that you won't feel uncomfortable during the journey...
One more thing, don't over burden yourself by over packing...
The laptop alone is more than enough for you to handle, if you are bringing it along that is, so try to not to pack too much ok?
Once you are done packing, try to get some early rest...
You'll need to reach office early tomorrow to gather up before making your way there...
So try not to stay up for too long...
Have fun while you are there...
Be careful of your belongings...
And take good care of yourself ok?
Have a safe journey...
Good Night and Sweet Dreams...

20th May 2008 - Tuesday@1914hrs

Dear Dear...
I've just got home...
The traffic today is not very congested so got back home with ease...
It's almost dinner time...
Where are you having your dinner tonight? Is Mama cooking or are you having out?
Enjoy yourself at it ok?
I'm going to get myself settled down...
Catch up with you later...

20th May 2008 - Tuesday@1509hrs

Dear...
How was your lunch? What did you had?
I hope you have had something nice...
And drink plenty of water as well ok?
The weather is quite warm today...
And speaking of warm, try to work in a more cooling area...
Don't expose yourself to the heat from outside to avoid getting headache...
It will be an unpleasant feeling if you have caught it...
How did your morning went? Is everything ok with work?
I hope there's not much work for you on the eve of the company trip...
So that at least you could enjoy yourself with a peace of mind...
But again, if there's still some work on hand, try your best and have a closure on it before going on the trip ok?
JIA YOU...

20th May 2008 - Tuesday@1310hrs

Dear...
It's lunch time...
Did you had anything in the morning?
I hope you have ate something for breakfast...
Got to watch out on your digestive system...
It's quite sensitive so got to take good care of it...
What are you having for lunch today?
Anyone at home to bring you out for lunch or pack back for you?
I hope you'll have something nice for it...
Enjoy yourself...

20th May 2008 - Tuesday@0936hrs

Dear...
I've just reached office...
You won't believe the massive congestion at the checkpoint earlier on...
Cars, motorcycles, public buses...
Practically nothing is moving...
Luckily for you that you don't have to come to office today...
Else you'll be struggling with the traffic as well...
Have you taken your breakfast yet?
Please do get yourself something to eat ok?
Or at least get some warm drink...
Don't leave an empty stomach throughout the morning...
Any stomach cramps or gastric strike today?
I hope you've been feeling well...
Though today you are working from home, still don't put too much pressure on yourself with work ok?
Just give your best at it...
JIA YOU...

20th May 2008 - Tuesday@0522hrs

Good Morning Dear...
I hope you had a good sleep last night...
Any back aches or shoulder pain?
Since tomorrow will be the company's annual trip, I got a gut feeling that there won't be many people in office today...
So, will you be going to office or are you going to stay at home today?
My guess is most probably you'll be staying at home for the day...
Well, if there's nothing much for you to attend to in the office, might as well stay at home and pack your things for the trip...
I'll be heading to office as I still have work to finish up...
I'll catch up with you later once I reached office...

19th May 2008 - Monday@2346hrs

19th May 2008 - Monday@1817hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you still asleep?
I hope you had a good rest...
Right now it's a quarter past Six in the evening...
Almost time for dinner...
So got to wake up soon and wash up for it ok?
What's for dinner? Is Mama cooking tonight?
Let me know if there's nothing on for dinner...
I'll come over and pick you up...
We'll have dinner together...
Perhaps something nice for a change since today is a Monday and we are not working...
Isn't that more than enough reason to have something nice for dinner?
Let me know your arrangement on it OK?
I'll be waiting...

19th May 2008 - Monday@1611hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
I hope you are resting well...
Make sure your room is well aired and not warm...
Don't want you to get a headache from overheating...
And have the medicated oil close by just in case your aches acting up again...
Rest well...
I'll wake you up later for dinner later on...

19th May 2008 - Monday@1435hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you had your lunch yet? What did you had?
I hope you have had something nice and filling...
And do remember to drink plenty of water as well ok?
The weather is getting warmer by the minute so got to watch out on your water intake...
And not to mention the headache you'll get from it if you are exposed to the heat for too long...
So try to stay indoor whenever you can...
What are you doing right now? Are you doing some reading or watching TV?
Well, whatever it is, I hope you are not staring at your laptop stuck with your work...
It's a holiday today so try to get away from work for awhile...
If there's nothing up, try to get some rest ok?
Take a short afternoon nap in somewhere cooling...
You'll need all the rest you can get...

19th May 2008 - Monday@1231hrs

Dear Dear...
It's almost lunch time...
Did you had anything for breakfast this morning?
I hope you had ate something...
Don't want you to go hungry throughout...
Any stomach cramp or gastric strike today?
Are you hungry yet?
What's your lunch be like for today? Is Mama cooking or will you be heading out for it?
If you have nothing planned for it, let me know ok?
I'll come over and pick you up...
We'll have lunch together...
I'll be waiting...

19th May 2008 - Monday@0953hrs

Good Morning Dear...
Are you still asleep?
I hope you had a good rest last night minus the shoulder and back aches...
Just laze in your bed and rest a little longer...
Don't have to get up so soon...
It's very rare that we get a day off on a Monday...
Besides, I'm very sure you'll feel a little of the heat from outside once you step out beyond your room...
So, try to stay in a more cooling area...
Looking at the time right now I guess it's probably a little late for breakfast...
How about we have an early brunch later on for today?
Let me know your preferences on it ok?
I'll be waiting...
Good Morning...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@2333hrs

Thinking of you
As I walked outside
And looked up at the sky
It seems like the clouds wanted to cry
They were so nice
They reminded me of your smile
Now all I can think of is you
As I continue to walk
I couldn't help but to let out a sigh
As tears rolled out of my eyes
And wishing I could be once again walking by your side...

Good Night Dear Dear...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@2212hrs

Dear Dear...
How was your dinner? What did you had?
I hope your had a pleasant dinner...
How's your day been today? Anything interesting to share?
I'm sure you must have had an enjoyable and relaxing day...
Are you resting in your room right now?
Well, the weather is kind of warm though so try to rest in your room where it is much cooler...
Remember to drink as much water as you can..
Got to keep yourself well fluid at all times...
And at the same time, don't catch a cold in your room...
It will be an awful experience to go through if you caught one...
If there's nothing much, don't stay up until late ok?
Get more rest, you'll need it...
I'll be getting some rest soon...
And I'll see you in the morning...
Good Night and Sweet Dreams...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@1814hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you still soundly asleep?
I hope you had a good rest...
Any backaches or shoulder pain while at it?
Put on some medicated oil if they are feeling uncomfortable ok?
It's a quarter past Six in the evening...
Almost time for dinner...
So, got to wake up soon ok?
Is Mama cooking dinner tonight or are you guys having out?
Let me know if you have nothing on for dinner...
We'll have dinner together...
I'll be waiting...
Wakey Wakey...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@1644hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
I hope you are sleeping well...
Is your bed giving you any hard times sleeping lately?
If it's still giving you problems, maybe it's really a good time to change it...
So that your back doesn't get hurt for the long run...
Rest well ok?
I'll wake up later on...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@1424hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you taken your lunch? What did you had?
I hope you had something nice and had an enjoyable time at it...
Are you resting at home right now?
Try to be somewhere cooling ok?
The weather is very warm today...
You might get a headache from the insane heat...
So try not to stay out if unnecessary ok?
And do drink plenty of water as well...
You need to keep yourself well hydrated at all times...
Also, try to get some rest in the afternoon if there's nothing on...
After a hectic schedule at work for the whole week, you'll need all the rest time you can get...
So, do rest up...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@1217hrs

Dear Dear...
It's almost lunch time...
Are you hungry yet?
Did you ate anything this morning?
I hope you have had proper breakfast...
Don't want you to go starving for the whole morning...
Any stomach cramps or gastric strike today?
Let's hope it all goes well for the rest of the day...
So, what's your lunch schedule is like? Are you having it at home or eating out?
Let me know if there's nothing been arranged...
I'll come over and pick you up...
I'll be waiting..

18th May 2008 - Sunday@0935hrs

Good Morning Dear...
Are you still in bed?
I hope you have slept well last night...
Any shoulder or back aches?
Sleep in a little longer ok?
You don't have to get up so early...
Besides, it's already very warm early in the morning...
So, it's better to stay in your room, idle for awhile where it's much cooler...
I've just home from church...
What would like to have for breakfast today?
Shall we eat out?
Let me know how would you like to have your breakfast and I'll be there...
I'll be waiting....
Good Morning...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@0704hrs

Good Morning Dear...
Sorry to have woken you up...
I'm about to leave home for my weekly service...
And I'll let you know once I'm done with it...
Perhaps we could meet later for breakfast ok?
You go ahead and get some more rest...
I'll see you later...
Sleep well...

18th May 2008 - Sunday@0036hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you fallen asleep yet?
I'm sure you are resting in your room right now...
Sleep well...
I've yet gone to sleep...
Just pop by and wanted to say Good Night to you...
Rest well and Sweet Dreams...

17th May 2008 - Saturday@2045hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you taken your dinner? What did you had?
I'm sure you must had something nice...
How was your day today? Any interesting things going on to share?
I hope you had an enjoyable and relaxing day...
Are you in your room resting right now?
Turn on the air-con in your room and keep yourself cool in it...
The weather is pretty warm even though the sun has set...
Don't want you to catch a headache from the heat...
And try not to stay up until late ok?
You need all the rest you can get...
You have been running around all tied up with work all week...
You need to recuperate and recharge yourself else your body can't keep up with the pace...
So do try to get rest up whenever you can ok?
I'm going to get some rest myself...
Don't catch a cold...
Keep yourself warm at night...
And I'll see you in the morning...
Good night and rest well...

17th May 2008 - Saturday@1804hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
Any back or shoulder strain?
I hope you are resting well...
But got to get up soon...
It's almost time for dinner so have to wake up ok?
What's the plan for dinner tonight?
Well, if there's no plan for it, let me know...
I'll be over to pick you up...
Let me know your preference...
I'll be waiting...

17th May 2008 - Saturday@1508hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you taken your lunch? What did you had?
I hope you had something nice and pleasing to your appetite...
What are you doing right now?
Are you relaxing at home watching Korean drama?
If there's nothing on later, try to get some rest ok?
You've been busy with work all week and must be feeling exhausted...
So try to get as much rest as you can...
And drink plenty of water as well...
The sun is scorching outside and the heat wave is definitely drying up everything...
You don't want to get a headache from it so stay in a cooling place..

17th May 2008 - Saturday@1247hrs

Dear Dear...
It's lunch time....
Are you hungry yet?
Did you ate anything this morning?
I hope you had a proper breakfast...
Any stomach cramp or gastric today?
What are you having for lunch? Is Mama cooking or are you having out?
Whatever that you are having, I hope you enjoy your time...
And do drink plenty of water as well...
The weather outside is a killer...
Don't want you to overheat yourself...

17th May 2008 - Saturday@0958hrs

Good Morning Dear...
Are you still asleep?
I hope you had a good night rest...
Any strain on your back or shoulder?
I've just woke up and it seems a little too late for breakfast right now...
So how about we have brunch for today?
It's very warm today so I'm thinking of having pack back...
What do you think? Would like to eat out or having it at home?
Let me know which do you prefer and I'll get it arranged ok?
I'll be there before you know it...
Good Morning...

16th May 2008 - Friday@2245hrs

If I could turn back time once again
I would have sooner met you
And all that would have remained
Is the feelings I have for you

If I could have just shown you
How much you meant to me
Then I could have died happily
With the tears of joy in me

If I could have been your knight
Brave and donned in shinning armor
The I would have been your prince
And not as your friend anymore

If I could have been a stranger
And not as myself to you
Then I might have had the courage
To say wholeheartedly that I love you

If I could have lived my life
Then you could have seen me through
Because all that I had ever did
Was for you to be happy too

If I could have just seen tomorrow
I would have jumped ahead of time
Because today it might have not ended
And today you might have been fine

Happy 11th Month Anniversary Dear Dear...

16th May 2008 - Friday@1738hrs

Dear Dear...
How's your work coming? Are you leaving office soon?
I hope you are all done with your work for the weekend...
Try to leave office early ok?
The traffic at custom and town has started to pile up...
Don't want you to reach home late for dinner...
Try to get home earlier so that you can have more time to rest...
I've just got home and I'm going to settle down soon...
Let me know once you have reached home safely ok?
I'll be waiting...

16th May 2008 - Friday@1520hrs

Dear...
How was your lunch break? What did you had?
I hope a had an enjoyable time and had something nice...
Remember to drink plenty of water ok?
Today's weather is a little warm so got to keep yourself well hydrated at all times...
How was your morning? Everything went well?
Give your best at it...
Just don't put too much pressure on yourself ok?
Got to be aware of your shoulder and your back...
They can only take that much so don't hurt them...
And take a break in between work...
Move your eyes away from your laptop once in a while and let them rest as well...
Just a few more hours left to the weekend...
So hang in there...
JIA YOU...

16th May 2008 - Friday@1242hrs

Dear...
It's lunch time...
Did you had anything in the morning?
Are you hungry yet?
I hope had ate something in the morning...
Any stomach cramp or gastric strike today?
Let's hope all goes well for the rest of the day...
What would like to have today? Any special cravings?
Shall we make a move in 5 minutes time?
I'm sure you are famished by now...
We'll decide on what to have on our way out...
Let me know once you are ready to leave...
I'll be waiting...

16th May 2008 - Friday@1036hrs

Good Morning as you rise and shine
Another day in life is here
The hour has come to redefine
Your journey across the wild frontier

Beneath a sky, in cobalt hue
You'll stroll along your merry route
While I hope all the best for you
As you continue your pursuit

Good Morning as the moonlight fades
And you begin your daily chores
The dawn is bright open the shades
Then dream until each wish is yours

Throughout the day you'll move in stride
As I hold your heart in each prayer
Every time that you look outside
You'll know that I am waiting there

Good Morning as you greet the world
Once more your life begins anew
A fresh beginning has unfurled
And brought your goals within your view

While you seek to embrace your dreams
I wish you well until the day is gone
I'll keep you safe beneath the beams
Have a great day with regards from the sun

16th May 2008 - Friday@0758hrs

Dear...
Are you making your way to office?
Is there any seat for you?
Try to get some rest once you got one ok?
And keep yourself warm by putting on your scarf...
Don't want you to catch a cold...
I've just got into office...
Let me know once you have reached...
We'll meet up for breakfast ok?
I'll be waiting...

16th May 2008 - Friday@0518hrs

Good Morning Dear...
I hope you have had a good night sleep...
Any back or shoulder pain?
It's time to wake up...
It's getting late so don't fall back to sleep ok?
Got to get up and wash up for work...
I've just got up and going to get ready for work...
I'll see you later...
Don't fall back to sleep...
Wakey wakey...

15th May 2008 - Thursday@2216hrs

Dear Dear...
I've just settled down in my room...
Are you resting right now?
How has your day been like for today?
I'm sure you are all tired from work and must be in your bed preparing to sleep by now...
Have you prepared everything for work tomorrow?
I hope you have done all your chores before going to bed...
Have a good rest...
I'll be getting some rest soon...
I'll see you in the morning
Good night and sleep well...

15th May 2008 - Thursday@2117hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you at home, resting in your room right now?
Have you finished with your chores yet?
Try to get it done and have an early rest ok?
You must be very tired after a long day at work...
I've just got home and about to settle down soon...
I'll catch up with you once I'm done with it...

15th May 2008 - Thursday@1747hrs

15th May 2008 - Thursday@1454hrs

Dear...
How was your lunch break? What did you had?
I hope you have had a nice lunch...
And do plenty of water ok?
Today's weather is a little on the warm side...
So got to keep your fluid level well maintained...
How did your morning went? Is everything going smoothly?
Just your best shot at it...
Don't over strain yourself with work ok?
Be careful with your back and shoulder...
And do break a moment or two in between work..
Catch some air and let your eyes rest away from your laptop...
Just want to make sure you don't burn yourself out...
Just a few more hours and we can call it a day...
So JIA YOU...

15th May 2008 - Thursday@1235hrs

Dear...
It's lunch time...
Are you hungry yet?
Did you had anything for breakfast this morning?
I hope you did...
Don't want you to be starving through the whole morning...
What would like to have today? Any cravings?
Since today is payday, let me treat you to something nice...
As a little reward to all the hard work and effort that you have put into your work lately...
Just name anything...
Shall we make a move?
We'll decide on what to have on our way out ok?

15th May 2008 - Thursday@1026hrs

Dear...
Have you had your breakfast?
I hope you have ate a little something or got yourself a cup of warm drink...
Please don't work with an empty stomach ok?
Any stomach cramp or gastric?
How is your morning coming? Is everything alright?
No matter what, don't give yourself to much pressure...
Your body can't take too much strain especially your back and shoulder...
Got to watch out for it...
If you need help, I'll be around...
Just let me know ok?
JIA YOU...

15th May 2008 - Thursday@0745hrs

Dear...
I've just reached office...
Are you in the train on your way to office?
Do you have a seat?
Try to get some rest once you got one ok?
And do put on your scarf as well....
Don't want you to catch a cold...
Let me know once you have reached...
We'll meet up for breakfast ok?
I'll be waiting...

15th May 2008 - Thursday@0516hrs

Good Morning Dear...
Did you sleep well last night?
I hope you had a good rest...
Any back or shoulder pain?
It's almost time to get up for work...
So don't fall back to sleep ok?
Just one more day to the weekend...
Bear with it...
I'm going to get myself ready for work...
And I'll see you later...

14th May 2008 - Wednesday@2208hrs

Dear Dear...
Have everything been prepared for work tomorrow?
How about your clothings? Have you ironed them?
I hope you have finished all of your chores and resting in your room right now...
You've been out for almost half a day....
Surely must be feeling sore and tired, especially your feet...
So try to get some early rest ok?
You need all the rest you can get...
Just 2 more days to the weekend so hang in there....
I've just finished with all of my chores and I'm going to get some rest soon...
Don't stay up until late ok?
And keep yourself warm tonight...
It's going to be very cold...
I'll see you in the morning...
Good Night and Rest Well...

14th May 2008 - Wednesday@2109hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you had your dinner?
Are you settling down in your room right now?
Try to finish up all your chores and have an early rest ok?
It's been a very busy and tiring day on you...
I've just got home and I'm going to settle down...
I'll catch up with you in awhile...

14th May 2008 - Wednesday@1843hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you making your way home?
Please be careful of yourself while you make your way back ok?
And do pack something to munch along the way...
Don't travel on an empty stomach...
Got to watch out for your gastric and your blood pressure...
I'm still in office caught up with some work...
I'll be leaving office soon after I'm done with it...
Let me know once you have reached home safely ok?
I'll be waiting...

14th May 2008 - Wednesday@1500hrs

Dear...
How was your lunch? What did you had?
I hope you had a filling one since you did not had anything for breakfast...
And do drink plenty of water as well...
Keep yourself well hydrated at all times...
How's is your work coming? Is there a lot of things you need to work out?
Don't overwork yourself out ok?
Watch out for your back and shoulder...
Don't hurt them...
Just give your best at it and get help if you encounter any problems on it...
JIA YOU...

14th May 2008 - Wedneday@1225hrs

Dear...
It's lunch time...
Are you hungry yet?
Did you had anything in the morning?
You've been busy with your work all morning so I doubt you had taken any breakfast...
Your stomach must be growling as we speak...
The weather doesn't look good to have lunch outside so I guess we are left with canteen...
Hope you don't mind with it...
Let me know once you are done with your work...
I'll be waiting...

14th May 2008 - Wednesday@1010hrs

Dear...
Have you taken your breakfast?
You looked kind of busy...
So I assume you have yet taken anything...
Please do get some to eat ok?
Or a warm drink....
Don't go on an empty stomach...
Have you refilled your water bottled?
Remember to wash it before filling in with fresh water...
And drink plenty of water as well...
How's work coming? Everything going well?
Don't put too much pressure on yourself ok?
Watch out for yourself...
Your body can't take too much strain...
Let me know if I can be any of an assistance...
JIA YOU...

14th May 2008 - Wednesday@0753hrs

Dear...
I guess you are probably in the train making your way to the office by now, right?
Do get yourself a seat and rest up ok?
And put on your scarf...
Don't catch a cold...
It's kind of freezing in the train in the morning...
I've just got into office and the sky is getting dark...
And it looks like it may rain...
Let me know when you are about to reach ok?
I'll be down to pick you up...
I'll be waiting...

14th May 2008 - Wednesday@0514hrs

Good Morning Dear...
I hope you have had a nice sleep throughout the night...
Any pains on the shoulder or back?
I know I'm being a spoil sport...
But it's almost time to wake up for work...
So got to get up soon ok?
Don't fall back to sleep...
I'll go get ready myself...
And I'll see you later...
Wakey Wakey...

13th May 2008 - Tuesday@2233hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
Have you gone to bed?
Well, it's getting late and I guess you most probably have gone to sleep...
I hope you'll have a good rest after a long day at work...
I've just got home and most probably I'll be in bed after I have washed up...
So I'll see you in the morning...
Keep yourself warm...
Don't catch a cold....
Good Night and Sweet Dream...

13th May 2008 - Tuesday@1449hrs

Dear...
How was your lunch? What did you had?
I hope you have had something nice and manage to catch a break from all your work..
Do drink plenty of water ok?
Got to maintain your fluid level at all times...
How did your morning went? Was there a lot of work for you?
Got to watch out for your back and shoulder...
Don't over strain them...
They could only take that much so don't give yourself too much pressure...
Just give your best at it and do get help if you encounter any problem on it...
JIA YOU...

13th May 2008 - Tuesday@1222hrs

Dear...
It's lunch time...
Are you feeling hungry yet?
I hope you had some breakfast in the morning...
Don't want your stomach to be in hunger...
What do you feel like having today?
We'll decide on it on our way out ok?
Are you ready to leave?
Let me know once you are ready ok?
I'll be waiting...

13th May 2008 - Tuesday@1031hrs

Dear...
Have you had your breakfast?
I hope you have had something...
Or a warm drink at the very least...
Don't work with an empty stomach...
Have you refilled your water bottle?
Do drink plenty of water as well ok?
Got to watch out on your fluid level...
How's your morning coming? Is there a lot of work that you need to attend to?
Just do whatever that's within your limit...
Don't give yourself too much pressure on it...
And watch out for your back and shoulder..
Don't over strain them...
JIA YOU...

13th May 2008 - Tuesday@0742hrs

Dear...
I've just got into office...
Are you in the train right now?
Do get some rest once you get a seat ok?
And keep your warm...
Put on your scarf...
Don't want you to catch a cold...
Let me know once you have reached...
We'll meet up for breakfast...
I'll be waiting...

13th May 2008 - Tuesday@0512hrs

Good Morning Dear...
I hope you had a good night rest especially after a long day at work yesterday...
Any shoulder or back pain?
It's almost time to wake up for work..
So got to get up soon ok?
I'll be going to get myself ready...
I'll see you later...

12th May 2008 - Monday@2226hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
It has been a busy and tiring day today...
So I hope you'll have a good sleep tonight...
Has everything been prepared for work tomorrow?
How about your clothings? Are they all ironed?
Well, it's getting late already and if you haven't done them, perhaps you could get it done tomorrow early in the morning...
Rest up for now...
I've just settled down myself and I think I will be going to get some rest soon...
Been very busy today and tomorrow there's a whole list of items coming up for me...
You too try to shave an early rest ok?
Don't stay up until late...
Keep yourself warm...
And I'll see you tomorrow....
Good Night and Sleep well...

Without you, the city falls asleep softly...
Without you, the colour disappears slowly...
Without you, the trees forget the wind...
Without you, the night is chagrined...

Without you, my music does not amze...
Without you, my hours are days...
Without you, my hear gets bored...
Without you, my steps are too heavy and not labored...

Without you, my thoughts prevent me from going to bed...
Without you, I do not distinguish the horizon ahead...
Without you, there are no heavens...
Without you, the time forgets its reasons...

Without you, I am afraid of the next day not chosen...
Without you, the haze conceals the splendid ocean...
Without you, I do not figure or picture anything pleasant...
Without you, I am wondering this question at this moment...

Good Night Dear...

12th May 2008 - Monday@2134hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you had your dinner?
Have you reached home yet?
If you have just reached home, quickly get yourself settled down and rest up ok?
It's been a long and tiring day...
I've just got home...
And I'll go get myself settled down...
Catch up with you in a bit...

12th May 2008 - Monday@1710hrs

Dear...
How's is your work coming?
I hope you have more or less settled everything for the day...
I've got a case on hand and I don't think I might be able to leave office early today...
You try to leave if you have nothing else to attend to ok?
Leave earlier to beat the evening traffic build up...
Get home earlier and have an early dinner...
It's been a long day today and must be tiring on you...
So, try to leave office and have a good rest at home...
You need all the rest you can get...

12th May 2008 - Monday@1428hrs

Dear...
How was your lunch? What did you had?
I hope you had a nice lunch break...
And manage to catch a break from work...
Do grab a serving of fruits as well ok?
Got to keep yourself healthy and nourished with a well balanced diet...
How did your morning went? Is everything going well?
Do give yourself a short break in between work ok?
Don't strain yourself especially your back and shoulder...
Got to watch out for them...
Just a few more hours and it will be the end of the day so hang in there...
Here's a little something for you to keep you going...
JIA YOU...

12th May 2008 - Monday@1223hrs

Dear...
Are you hungry yet?
It's lunch time already...
Did you had anything this morning?
I hope you had ate a little something for breakfast...
If not, your stomach probably be growling with hunger by now...
Craving for anything for lunch today?
How about we make a move now and decide on what to have on our way out?
Shall we leave in 5 minutes time ok?

12th May 2008 - Monday@1028hrs

Dear...
Did you had anything for breakfast?
Got to eat something ok?
Don't keep an empty stomach...
At least get yourself some warm drinks if you don't feel like eating...
Any stomach cramp or gastric strike?
Have you refilled you water bottle?
Remember to drink plenty of water as well...
How's your morning coming? Is there a lot of work to do?
Don't give yourself too much pressure on it...
Just give your best and get help if you are caught in a sticky situation...
I'll be around if there's anything I can help out...
JIA YOU...

12th May 2008 - Monday@0757hrs

Dear...
Are you in the train on your way to office?
Try to get a seat and rest up ok?
And don't catch a cold...
Put on your scarf...
It's a little cold in the train...
Did you encounter any problem crossing the border?
Because the traffic today is very congested for all modes of vehicle...
So I hope you had a more pleasant journey than mine...
I've just reached office...
Let me know when you have reached...
We'll meet up for breakfast...
Be careful of yourself....

12th May 2008 - Monday@0508hrs

Good Morning Dear...
I hope you had a good night rest without straining your shoulder or back...
It's almost time for you to wake up...
Today is a Monday, the start of the work week...
And we need leave home early to beat the traffic at custom...
So don't fall back to sleep ok?
Got to wake up soon...
I'll go get ready for work...
I'll see you later...

11th May 2008 - Sunday@2139hrs

Dear Dear...
How was your dinner? What did you had?
I hope you had a wonderful dinner with your family today...
How did you celebrate Mother's Day? Where did you bring Mama to today?
Well, I'm sure Mama must be very happy with whatever surprises that you have planned for her...
She's a very nice and caring mother so try not quarrel with her too often ok?
Have you prepared your things for work tomorrow?
How about your clothings? Have you ironed them?
Quickly get all your chores done and try to rest up early for tomorrow...
It's going to be another long and tiring work week ahead and you will need all the strength and energy to get through it...
Not to mention the Monday traffic that we need to endure...
So try not too stay up until late...
And keep yourself warm tonight...
It will be cold...
I'll see you in the morning...
Good night and sweet dreams...

Crumbled papers
Of poem about you
Written with words
That will never come true

Written in ink
That will never fade away
The hopeful words
I wish I could say

Hands still shaking
As I continue to write
Scribbled letters
Of black and white

Eager to tell you
How I feel
Wishing I could prove
My feelings are real...

Good Night Dear...

11th May 2008 - Sunday@1833hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you still sleeping?
I hope you had a good rest...
But as far as I hate to wake you up, it's almost time for dinner...
So got to get up soon and get ready...
Any plans to bring Mama out for dinner tonight?
Let me know if you don't have any plans for it...
I'll come over and pick you up for dinner...
Don't fall back to sleep ok?
Wakey wakey...

11th May 2008 - Sunday@1627hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
I just pop by to see how you are doing...
I hope you are resting comfortably at home...
The weather is just cooling and nice to just rest and relax...
So do try to get as much rest as you can ok?
Not forgetting to drink plenty of water...
I'll wake you up for dinner later on...
Rest well...

11th May 2008 - Sunday@1448hrs

Dear Dear...
Have you taken your lunch?
How was it? What did you had?
I hope you have had something nice and enjoyable one...
So, what are you doing right now?
Watching Korean drama? Reading? Resting in your room?
If there's nothing on in the afternoon, do try to get some rest if you can ok?
You need all the rest you can get from all the hectic work during the weekdays...
And do drink plenty of water as well...
You know you got to keep yourself well hydrated at all times...

11th May 2008 - Sunday@1240hrs

Dear Dear...
It's lunch time...
Are you hungry yet?
Did you had anything for breakfast today?
I hope you had a proper meal in the morning...
Don't want you to starve yourself through...
Any stomach cramps or gastric strike?
By the way, today is Mother's Day...
How are you going to help Mama celebrate it?
Will the rest of your family members be going out for lunch?
Help me send my regards to her...
Let me know your schedule on it...
If you have nothing planned, I'll be able to meet up with you for lunch...
I'll be waiting...

11th May 2008 - Sunday@0956hrs

Good Morning Dear...
Are you still asleep?
I'm not surprised if you are because the weather is just perfect to just laze in bed...
So try to rest up a little longer if you don't feel like getting up...
You rarely have this chance during the weekdays...
Any back or shoulder pains?
I've just got home from my service...
And wondering how would you like to have your breakfast?
How about I'll come over and meet up with you first then we'll decide on it later?
Let me know what's your preference and I'll be there in a flash...

11th May 2008 - Sunday@1914hrs

Good Morning Dear...
I hope you are sleeping well throughout the night...
Sorry to have wake you up...
Just to let you know that I'm about to head out for my weekly service...
And after that, I'll come over and meet up with you for breakfast ok?
I'll let you know my progress on it...

10th May 2008 - Saturday@1636hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
The weather is kind of cooling for an afternoon nap...
So I hope you are resting well right now....
I've just got home and I'm going to get some rest myself...
I've been out since early morning and feels kind of tired...
Maybe we'll meet up for dinner later on and I'll share with you what the doctor has told me...
I'll let you know later on the schedule after I had my rest ok?