Sunday, April 20, 2008

20th April 2008 - Sunday@1622hrs

Dear Dear...
Are you resting in your room right now?
I hope you are sleeping soundly right now...
And do drink plenty of water as well ok?
Although it is raining outside right now but it is still kind of warm...
You will probably get a headache very easily...
So stay in somewhere cooling ok?
I couldn't get any rest...
In fact, I couldn't fall asleep last night...
There are still things going through my mind...
And behind my head, there's this clock ticking reminding me that I've left with 4 weeks time before I admit myself to the hospital...
The fear is starting to be a little more intense, just the thought of it...
Because I will never know what might happen or what is the outcome will be like...
Because I will never know when will be my last time that I could ever see you...
Because I will never know when will be my last day around to tell you the things that I wanted to tell you...