Dear Dear...
Did you had anything for your lunch?
I hope you had something nice...
Don't want you to starve your stomach...
What are you doing right now?
Are you resting right now?
Just wanted to tell you what the doctor told me at the hospital...
He mentioned that part of my heart muscle has been damaged...
He also mentioned that the estimated damaged started at least 10 years back...
The process was slow but I don't feel any big changes in me because my body conditions adapts to the changes as it happens...
The only thing that I felt was the symptoms which means at times my body condition are unable to adapt to the changes temporarily...
That's why I feel discomfort at times...
He told me that not all of the muscles are damaged, just partially...
But there are some areas which are swollen and they can help me fix that...
By undergoing treatments...
They will inject some alcohol based medications/chemical into the areas around my heart muscles to diffuse the swelling...
And hopefully can minimize the damaged as much as possible...
They need to keep me under close monitoring for some time after the treatment...
And if that doesn't work, the only way to go around this problem is a heart transplant...
So, in short....
I'm still waiting for my time....
Because I'm not the one whose waiting for a heart replacement and there's only so limited people donating their hearts...
I guess time is not on my favour...
