Wednesday, March 19, 2008

19th March 2008 - Wednesday@0527hrs

I could hear my heartbeat pulse accelerating, my head is cracking, my breathe is getting shorter and harder. It was another sleepless night, another agonizing morning waking up, especially last night after what you and your dad told me.

I was shocked when you and your dad rang me up and told me what is going on beyond us. For a split second, I was happy to see your name and number appeared on my mobile again but then, I'm truly sorry for what has happened and I'm very regretful for it. I never wanted things to turn out this way. Knowing that what happened between us is just for us alone, I'll bear this responsibility... as sorrow accompanied me back to sleep...