Wednesday, March 19, 2008

19th March 2008 - Wednesday@2056hrs

Hey, dear...
What are you doing right now?
Have you taken your dinner?
I've just had mine...
How's the course today?
Tomorrow is back to office, welcome back...

Although today I had a very important and high leveled management meeting in the board room but all I could do during the meeting was thinking about you. My mind kept having the thoughts of your smile, your voice, your presence...

I don't know whether will I ever have the courage to face you again when you are back in office after what had happened today. I missed you a lot and I can't stop thinking about you but I'm afraid because I'm a letdown. Deep down inside my heart, it felt remorse, regret, sadness, ashamed...

All I could ever wish for right now is for you to hear me say I'm very sorry...

Good night dear... tomorrow is a long day ahead. Get some early rest ok?