Have you fallen asleep?..
I've not asleep yet...
I've been doing a lot of thinking for the past 1 week or so...
I know why you are disappointed at me...
Because I'm the disappointment himself..
At times, my temper are bad till the extend that I've hurt you unknowingly. I can't contain my emotions...
At times of trouble or when you are feeling down, I'm not there for you when you needed me the most...
I've not been caring enough when you needed me the most...
I'm indecisive...
I can't properly portray my feelings towards things in life...
I'm simple minded...
I'm forgetful...
I'm reserved and old-fashioned...
I'm getting fatter by the minute...
I'm just another typical average guy...
And worst of all, we are always stuck at home during weekends as I don't have the means to bring you out...
Did I miss out anything else?
Basically, I'm a big bundle of disappointment...
And I guess sorry alone does not help much...
I'm still trying to change myself and changes doesn't happen overnight
I really want to salvage what we had and make things right, make things better...
I really do hope we can work something out, to compliment each other...
Because I still do care...
Good night, sleep tight and have a nice rest...
